Rapture(00:58:50)
going near celebrity sceners: "hi. who are you? rapture? never heard of you. did you take part on many demo prods? NOT? hah. bye, have to talk to someone else"
Rapture(00:57:20)
yeah. FOMO is a fucking social thing.
Rapture(00:56:06)
I know 90000 demosceners and you only the oneliner box??? oowwwwww. DUDE YOU MISSED OUT
Rapture(00:55:45)
"hi I am rapture demoscener since 90s and only know the nectarine chat box"
Rapture(00:55:29)
now on Revision, every "biggie demoscener" (if something like that exists) know the other big scener. so they are acting elite and arrogant (I have fine antennas for that) so that adds to NOT go near them. ;P
Rapture(00:54:53)
I think I would have had more fun in 90s to be on parties that were still small.
Rapture(00:49:00)
true, they can't swing a magical wand and make me an extrovert who conquers every stage. but they can help me to help myself
Rapture(00:47:37)
nothing will change for me, not before i start going to psydoc. but they all are overly busy. I have to be patient and wait, the queue is long, but I'll get there.