Rapture (00:49:00)
true, they can't swing a magical wand and make me an extrovert who conquers every stage. but they can help me to help myself

Rapture (00:47:37)
nothing will change for me, not before i start going to psydoc. but they all are overly busy. I have to be patient and wait, the queue is long, but I'll get there.

Rapture (00:46:37)
demoscener : "it's been a great party! met lotsa new and old sceners! lotsa talk, lotsa new demos to make, lotsa new friends. cant wait for next year!" <- grrr

Rapture (00:45:47)
If I dont treat my social anxieties, I will never be bigger in demoscene, and miss lots opportunities. FUCKING FOMO !!!!!!!

Rapture (00:44:56)
i have aspergers so slightly autist, shy, introvert, hypersensitive, whatever. I prefer to be by myself. so meeting with a big punch of ppl is always scary. those eyes who "judge" you. brrr.

Rapture (00:44:02)
oh yeah, I know that, I know that.

Rapture (00:43:57)
"heh. i am scener. heh. I make tracker music. heh. yes. heh. *smiles*"

Rapture (00:41:37)
wow that hits hard. from 8bitbubsy

Rapture (00:41:31)
"The frustration is real. Easier to just jump off a bridge."

Rapture (00:41:16)
tUM '12 was better, yup. small and cozy. I love that.

Dziadowa Piesn

Dreamer (Andrzej Dragan)

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