Rapture(00:44:56)
i have aspergers so slightly autist, shy, introvert, hypersensitive, whatever. I prefer to be by myself. so meeting with a big punch of ppl is always scary. those eyes who "judge" you. brrr.
Rapture(00:44:02)
oh yeah, I know that, I know that.
Rapture(00:43:57)
"heh. i am scener. heh. I make tracker music. heh. yes. heh. *smiles*"
Rapture(00:41:37)
wow that hits hard. from 8bitbubsy
Rapture(00:41:31)
"The frustration is real. Easier to just jump off a bridge."
Rapture(00:41:16)
tUM '12 was better, yup. small and cozy. I love that.
Rapture(00:40:48)
smaller parties seem like a much better way to get to know people. revision is really too big.
Rapture(00:38:51)
i also like the word SATANschluss (german) meaning, sattelite tv connection.
Rapture(00:38:04)
diffiCULTies. why is the word CULT in it, whatta
Rapture(00:37:47)
i think in such subcultures, there are many weird ppl of any shade and color with social problems (and some not) but it's a lot there in such communities. cool to be not the only one having social difficulties.